04 December 2014


The day that I had to board a plane to go to Atok's house. Hanafi and Kakyong weeping their friend in engineering campus to help to send me to the airport. Their friend is a guy named Saidina, Master in Materials Engineering student. He lives in the same place as me in Desasiswa Utama. He brings along his roommate along with him named Shahrul, 4th year Degree in Electronic Engineering student.

The guy asking me lots of questions in the car. And I was suddenly continuously answering all his questions and telling about myself to them. In my whole life, I never had been talking to any guy this long and telling about myself. I don't know why I'm telling all about myself to them. They assume I am excellent student. No, I wasn't. I'm just a nerd. Saidina just keep comparing me with Shahrul.

Well, let's just think all of these conversations just to full fill time while on the way to the airport. Anyway, let's just forget about it. HAHA. They are nice guys, but unfortunately if not because of Hanafi, they wouldn't help me. Since they both are Kem Pimpin Siswa facilitator, I guess all of these conversations as one of their parts of social trained. So, no heart feeling.

Last but not least, when it's time to scan my stuff, I'm acting scared. HAHA. I'm just don't know where to go and a little bit of nerves. HAHA. It was damn awkward. I wanted to give him RM60 because Kakyong told me to do that, but he doesn't want that money!!!!

*Sorry for any grammar mistake.

18 October 2014

My current place in 3rd semester

Daily breakfast. The oatmeal with beverage.
After 3 months of semester break, now its time for me to come back to USM. During this semester I didn't get any offer to stay either in Desasiswa Lembaran nor Desasiswa Jaya because of my MYCSD point. I just get an offer to stay in Desasiwa Utama which located outside of my campus. In that case, I have to bring along my dad's old car to help me reach the lecture class every day. Desasiswa Utama will have 7 numbers of floor. The 1st floor to 4rd floor are for male, the 5th and 6th floor is for female, and the 7th floor is for guest. My fee was RM450 for deposit and RM115 for monthly rent.

Picture of my bed at my friend rent house.
At first, I was staying at my friends rent house 2 days before making decision to really stay in Desasiswa Utama.  My friend, Huda, Yana, and Shahadah are so kind to help me to move all my stuff to Desasiswa Utama. It was my first time I have a friend who really helped me.

Picture of my bed at Desasiswa Utama
The problem that I was currently facing was when my occasion, having met at night. I feel so unsafe and insecure to come out at night alone since there are too many males around at night. So, I decided to not attend to the meeting, Another problem is I didn't have my laptop with me in the early week of the semester. It's kind of hard for me to do my presentation assignment. Luckily Dayah was able to help me by letting me borrow her laptop. Beside that, there are also one certain of the time when my car didn't function so well and Zafirah and Nurin was there helping me.

Since I was living outside the campus, I learn the meaning of why it is important to have friends when you are growing up. It is because when you are growing older, your parents can't always come to rescue you forever. All you have to do is learn to live in community.

25 August 2014


Dear Wana, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I hope you will success in your life. 
Sincerely, Wana :)

14 August 2014

Eid Mubarak 2014

My raya celebration was just nice and simple. Many of our family member was not here. This might be the 1st blogpost that I was able to sum up everything because nothing much was happen.

1st Syawal - I wore blue stripe baju kurung with black wide shawl. We just stayed home and celebrate our Hari Raya at home.

2nd Syawal - I wore black loose dress. All of our relative was coming to Tok's house and eat.

3rd Syawal - I wore black dress. My sister fiancee family was coming. Umi Shida was coming. Going to JB and Raya at Ayah Ngah's house.

4rd Syawal - I wore blue jeans jubah. At night, went Raya at Umi Mah's house.

5th Syawal - Nothing much happen.

6th Syawal - My family was going home and left me and Kakyong behind with Tok.

7th Syawal - Fasting. Aunty Juita and Uncle Pacai came. Aunty Aida & family left and Uncle Adi & family left. Their ate chicken rice for lunch. In the everning, me, Kakyong, Tok and Aunty Juita went to Plaza Kota to search for green telekung lykra for Aunty Juita. While that Aunty Juita was actually touch my chin, b%%%% and my hand. Wahh.... my celebrity aunty was actually TOUCH me, you know. Hehe. Then we went to shop around Kota and finally found that telekung. After that, they went drinking coconut water at the stall nearby. After that, we return home. Tok solat and they went out again to return Aunty Juita stuff while me and Kakyong just stayed home. Then, I breaking my fast with chicken rice. After magrib, we went out for their dinner at stall nearby mosque. We ate kerang and etc. After that we went Pasar Karat.

8th Syawal -  Im not fasting today. In the morning at 10 AM we went ECONSAVE. Tok was buying ketam and etc. Drop Aunty Juita at Plaza Kota. Sending Tok back to house to prepare for lunch and went back to Plaza Kota to pick up Aunty Juita. Then we went KIPMART. Then we headed back to Tok's house for lunch. Uncle Pacai and Aunty Juita left Tok's house in the evening after chit chating with Umi Mah. At night, we went to marhaban at 3 house nearby.

9th Syawal - Fasting. Out with Tok and Kakyong to buy gold. Breaking fast with burger. At night, went to marhaban.

10th Syawal - Fasting. At night, we went to marhaban.

11th Syawal - In the morning, follow Tok, Kakyong and Mak Jah to Pasar. Suddenly, I fainted and we went back to Tok's house. At night, we went to marhaban.

12th Syawal - At night, marhaban at Tok's house.

13th Syawal - Went JB with Tok and Kakyong for wedding invitation. After we return home, Ayah Long, Ibu, Nazrin and Hana was at Tok's house. At night, we having dinner at Periuk Besar. Tok was sick.

14th Syawal - Ayah Long and etc left Tok's house in the evening. Tok was sick.

15th Syawal - At evening, went to Pasar nearby. At night, went to last marhaban.

16th Syawal - In the morning, having breakfast at the stall. Tok was prepared us a sandwich. Umi Mah cried when knowing me and Kakyong will left Tok's house today.

10 July 2014

New bunneis

My dad the one who found the babies inside the hole while Umi and Athirah was not at home. This time, Mummy was paired up with Gebu.

Day 1, they still close their eye and always sleeping. 

They began to open their eye and still cant walk properly.

Day 13, they still cant chew food and began to run so fast.

They are so adorable aren't they? The one on the right side look exactly like his/her father. Their fur grow more thicker this time.

*Not feeling like to write more longer. Almost having a car accident just now. Im almost died. 


02 May 2014

Having annual dinner (1st year)

I reached Hotel Summit by Usm bus. A lot of us going there by their own transport and some of them are going earlier because they becoming AJK for the dinner. If not because of Nurun Najah who asked me to join this annual dinner, I wouldn't join actually. I set my intention to be in this annual dinner just to eat. So, I appear myself simple with blue baju kurung. I didn't take a photo even one. This are some photo I uploaded it from Adan's facebook. Adan is the third year student, my senior. He will go to everyone table and take a selfie of himself. In the ending part, the male people start to act wildly. They will explode all the balloons in the ball room by using a skewers that was provided on the table. Pretty annoying rite?

When its time to go back to Usm, 3 bus was ready in front of the Hotel Summit. Me, Aqilah and Diyana take one bus. Aqila and Diyana was sitting together while Im sitting alone. I made one embarrassing moment after that. I hope nobody remember it because I think most people didn't recognize who am I since I appear differently tonight. Hehe :)

Lets just forget my annoying part and move on to 4 weeks to go to final exam.
Wish me good luck :) 

The End.

26 April 2014

Another babies.

This is the second time Mummy born the bunnies from his son as her partner named Gemok.
Can you see how adorable they are? Subahanallah :) There was 7 of them.

Before this, Mummy had born too many babies with her male partner. I'm not sure how many male partner she has as I remember, her first partner named Ayah was dead after he had been attacked by cat. His body was buried in front of my house after my mum found his body. Some of the past babies was eaten by the cat and some was dead. 

Now, its the new born babies.
I like it the way they move in this video.

Meanwhile, a day before I left to USM Engineering Campus, I saw one of the 7 babies sick. On the next day in the morning, my mum asked me to check for the sick babies in the cage to see whether the sick babies was still alive or not. Its is sad to know that the sick babies was already dead. Its was my first time holding the dead babies on my hand. And, I buried the white babies dead body in front of my house before I reached back to USM Engineering Campus.

24 April 2014

Im walking

Just joining this alone.
Sitting with Nurin in the bus.
We were talking about things to be done and our past memory.
Reach destination.
Walking alone.
Joining my course mate.
Walking with Juita and Dayah.
Im talking about things to be done again.
Some people didn't really like it.
This event make a lot of error planner.
And I been walking alone again.
And just pretending I was having the fun.

At night on the next day, they will having a concert.
I don't want to come.
And they never want to give my money back event they changed that the fees was free.
They are so mean. I cant accept it. 
My RM25 was burn.
Yeah burn!!!

So, why I don't just join people to the concert?
Because, I hate the feel to be around social people.
I just want to stay and study.
And my friends.....
They always set me backward.

I'll be gone.

*sorry for the broken or grammar mistake if it exist.

29 March 2014

Earth Hour

So, we are going to performing a cup song dance during the earth hour event. I have some issue going on actually. I just act as usual because I dont want mixed up it with what I was actually doing right now. Some people nice to and some people don't. Seriously, it doesn't matter for me. Im fine. hehe :)

My face, behind the mask.

Yet again, she was doing dislike face to me when we were about to start. When the show was over, I quickly rush myself back to my room. I just can't stand it anymore. Im so touched. I wish I could pray and read Yasin to clam me down but poorly, Im on period. I just turn on the yasin audio music. Im not good in having fun and social life thing. Forgive my weakness appearance. Thanks for accepting me anyway. What an earth are you doing Wana? Ermm.. dancing. I do feel guilty. T_T

22 February 2014

Lost experience with Hani and Hwong

At first we decided to go to Sunway Carnival Mall. Hani was driving her car, Hwong was sitting beside Hani infront while Im just sitting at the back seat. Hwong was using her iphone by opening the google maps to guide Hani to the destination we plan. All of sudden, the google maps navigation was navigate the wrong direction. We get confuse when there was the road which is overlaps road. By turning to the wrong direction, we past by UiTM and Politeknik. When Hani lost her sens of direction, she chose to stop near by Char Kuey Tiow stall and ask me to call Musyahadah to ask for the direction help. Hani ask Musyahadah to came over but Musyahadah cant make it because she was at her grandmother's house.

Then, we turn our way to just go to Aeon in Butterworth and having a lunch in KRR. Before that, while Hani was park her car in the ground level, she was suddenly scratch one expensive car when she reverse her car.

Im choosing the most cheap meal that was cost RM9.50 and the most cheap drink that was cost RM6.50. So, about the drink, it was just an ordinary Lipton Green Tea with self added sugar. In my opinion, my drink price was not reasonable. After lunch, we searching for power bank since Hwong iphone was running out of battery. Then, we have a walk around and buy things too.
Its about 6.00pm when we decide to heading back to campus. Hwong had already finish uploading her iphone with Waze application. Yet again, we lost our sense of direction when the application suddenly lost navigate our current position. After turn around and around a few times, we went to Penang Island and turn around back again. Its getting dark, suddenly, we reach in front Sunway Carnival Mall. Hani stop by the car, and we laugh because this was the first we actually want to went.

Hwong ask me to switch place with her beside the driver seat because she was not so familiar on using the Waze application. After that, when I guide Hani by this Waze GPS, ALHAMDILILLAH. We reach our USM Engineering Campus :)

*maybe there are bunch of grammar mistakes. forgive me :)

15 January 2014


When I was a little girl I wished I was a boy
I tagged along behind the gang and wore my corduroys.
Everybody said I only did it to annoy
But I was gonna be an engineer.

Mamma said, "Why can't you be a lady?
Your duty is to make me the mother of a pearl
Wait until you're older, dear
And maybe you'll be glad that you're a girl.

Dainty as a Dresden statue, gentle as a Jersey cow,
Smooth as silk, gives cream and milk
Learn to coo, learn to moo
That's what you do to be a lady, now.

When I went to school I learned to write and how to read
History, geography and home economy
And typing is a skill that every girl is sure to need
To while away the extra time until the time to breed
And then they had the nerve to ask, what would I like to be?
I says, "I'm gonna be an engineer!"

"No, you only need to learn to be a lady
The duty isn't yours, for to try to run the world
An engineer could never have a baby
Remember, dear, that you're a girl"

She's smart --- for a woman.
I wonder how she got that way?
You get no choice, you get no voice
Just stay mum, pretend you're dumb.
That's how you come to be a lady, today.

Well, I started as a typist but I studied on the sly
Working out the day and night so I could qualify
And every time the boss came in, he pinched me on the thigh
Said, "I've never had an engineer!"
"You owe it to the job to be a lady
The duty of the staff is to give the boss a whirl
The wages that you get are crummy, maybe
But it's all you get, 'cause you're a girl"

Then Jimmy came along and we set up a conjugation
We were busy every night with loving recreation
I spent my days at work so he could get an education
And now he's an engineer!

He said: "I know you'll always be a lady
The duty of my darling is to love me all her life
Could an engineer look after or obey me?
Remember, dear, that you're my wife!"

As soon a Jimmy got a job, I studied hard again
Then busy at me turret-lathe a year or two, and then
The morning that the twins were born, Jimmy says to them
"Your mother was an engineer!"
"You owe it to the kids to be a lady
Dainty as a dish-rag, faithful as a chow
Stay at home, you got to mind the baby
Remember you're a mother now!"

Every time I turn around there's something else to do
Cook a meal or mend a sock or sweep a floor or two
Listening to Jimmy Young - it makes me want to spew
I was gonna be an engineer.

I only wish that I could be a lady
I'd do the lovely things that a lady's s'posed to do
I wouldn't even mind if only they would pay me
Then I could be a person too.

What price for a woman?
You can buy her for a ring of gold,
To love and obey, without any pay,
You get a cook and a nurse for better or worse
You don't need a purse when a lady is sold.

Oh, but now the times are harder and me Jimmy's got the sack;
I went down to Vicker's, they were glad to have me back.
But I'm a third-class citizen, my wages tell me that
But I'm a first-class engineer!

The boss he says "We pay you as a lady,
You only got the job because I can't afford a man,
With you I keep the profits high as may be,
You're just a cheaper pair of hands."

You got one fault, you're a woman;
You're not worth the equal pay.
A bitch or a tart, you're nothing but heart,
Shallow and vain, you've got no brain,

Well, I listened to my mother and I joined a typing pool
Listened to my lover and I put him through his school
If I listen to the boss, I'm just a bloody fool
And an underpaid engineer
I been a sucker ever since I was a baby
As a daughter, as a mother, as a lover, as a dear
But I'll fight them as a woman, not a lady
I'll fight them as an engineer!

Words and music by Peggy Seeger
(c) 1970  Stormking Music, Inc.

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