Apoplexy

After, doing some light nozzle cleaning, I really excited to join the JUKI maintenance part. While cleaning the Juki's nozzle, my vision become blurred, my head spinning. I lean down for a while to find my vision back. I stand up and my vision become blurred once more. I came to Kak Su to tell how I felt. She has required me to sit beside for a while. My stomach starts hurting, I can't stand it. Kak Su help support me to the chair at the nozzle cleaning side. While that she asks if someone has a sweet by saying "Hey, ada gula-gula tak? Sapa ada gula-gula?". It was so damn embarrassing moment. I tip down my head on the table, this apoplexy moment was so damn painful than I used to experience before. I attempt to stand up to search for Kak Mas. She wasn't there in the office. The pain become so much stiffer. I sit back, open my ESD jackets, lean my head downwards on the table. Mr Tay asked me why. I asked Kak Mai to get me some water. My whole body become wet of sweat. Kak Mas came, she support me to the sick room because I can't balance myself to walk. I feel so weak now. My blood pressure getting so low. Damn you Wana, how are you going to work like a man if you keep falling sick like this. It was so damn damn embarrassing moment.

Dean List

The End.

:)

Opposite

One fine day, two person meet.
She is Muslim, he is Buddhism. 

She respects his believe, he respects her believe.

She loves her parent, he loves his parent too.
They think can't endure the change.
They can't abandon their faith. 

Both have to accept that they can't go any further other than just be a good friend.

They move on.

Looking forward.
Continue their life journey to becoming an adult.

 Do the best they can in what they are currently doing,

and put a love on it.

They wanted to be success.

Not to be a winner.

They just don't want to lose.

Good luck to both of them.

The End.

-Mysterios unknown

A journey called love

Just a short and quick post. Not grammatical. 

View from top of Jabal Nur

Day 1 - 7 hours flight from KLIA to Abu Dhabi and then transit.

Day 2 - 5 hours flight to Madinah. Load our bag, taking bus to hotel, unload bag, rush to subuh prayer at Masjid Nabawi. The weather here is so cold. Breakfast, lunch at hotel, fall asleep. Pray Zohor and Asar in Hotel. Pray Magrib and Isyak at Masjid Nabawi. Dinner at hotel.

Day 3 - Wake up early. Subuh at Masjid Nabawi, breakfast at hotel. Take a walk around Masjid Nabawi with family. Zohor at Masjid Nabawi. Asar, Magrib, Isyak at Masjid Nabawi. Entering Raudah first time with aunty aida.

Day 4 - Wake up early 3 am. Iktikaf at Masjid Nabawi. Subuh. Back to hotel for breakfast. Come out and went to Masjid again. Get free food. Entering Raudah again with Umi, Tok and Aunty Aida. Came out from Raudah. Eat the free food.

Day 5 - Subuh at Masjid Nabawi. Back to hotel and have breakfast. Went to Masjid Quba and pray, Jabal-Uhu, Masjid Dua Kiblat, Medan Perang Khandak and Pasar Tamar.

Day 6 - Subuh at Masjid. Back to hotel and quickly pack out bag. Breakfast at hotel. Went to Raudah again with Kakyong and Aunty Aida. Zohor at Masjid Nabawi. Lunch at hotel. Getting ourself ready to Macca. Went to Macca. Unload bag at hotel. Went to Masjidil Haram and done our first Umrah.

Day 7 - Free activity. Magrib at Masjid. Pray outside. Raining in Macca. Lost my sejadah in crowd of people that was in rush. Crying in rain because I've been using that sejadah since I was fifteen. Back to hotel. Take bath, wash cloth. Dinner, pray isyak. Went down at lobi waiting to climb Jabal Nur (Gua Hira').

Day 8 - Went ziarah for miqat. Climb Jabal Rahmah. Went down. Suddenly, my mum spot that my body temperature had rise and she didn't allow me to do Umrah this time because she worried if I could not make it. I though Im fine, I can hold it.

Day 9 - Climb Jabal Thur. Doing Umrah sunat. Pray at hijri ismail. Entering crowd of people. Not feeling well when Magrib. Went back to hotel.

Day 10 - Went to ladang unta and muzium kaabah. Then continue Umrah sunat.

Day 11 - Free activity.

Day 12 - Not went to Umrah midnight. Actually, I was awake to get ready but everybody was sleeping.

Day 13 - Free activity.

Day 14 - Saying goodbye, tawaf widaq. Went to Masjid Terapung at Laut Merah. Went to Jedah airport. 4 hours flight. Transit at Abu Dhabi. 7 hours flight to KLIA. Taking bus to Masjid. Went to Aunty Aida's mum house. Fall sick again. Went to clinic nearby. Night at Aunty Aida's house.

Day 15 and so on - Taiping. We are not going to any dobi to settle our family's laundry. So, I have to help to settle it the best I can. Hehe.

~out folding cloth

How's it going to be

At guest house.

In this semester, I didn't receive any offer of accommodation at any hostel. Thus, I bear to search any house nearby for rent. At first, Intan my ex-housemate at Desasiswa Utama advertise on Facebook to search for a roommate. So, I offer myself to join her. I already made a payment to her and though my accommodation issue was ease. But unfortunately, when I ready to leave my house and be prepared for my new semester, she told me that an owner of the house tell her that the house was already reserved. We panic and decided plan B, plan C or plan D as an alternative backup plan. Me and Nurin plan is to rent a guest house in Desasiwa Utama one week and share the cost of rent RM50 per night. While that, we have to keep on searching for the rent house.

Some view at the rental house.

My father was in the jungle, doing his work and soon he has to be outstation. He demands for assistance from Prof Dato M###### whether he can facilitate us to find any accommodation in my University. I already practiced what my father ordered me to make out, but the petition won't work, we fail. After a while, we keep on searching for the house, Nurin's father found the new built two level grey houses nearby. It is located in Taman Ilmu. The rental cost is RM600 for less than 6 people. If more than 6 people the cost will be RM100 per person. The new house were very nice. There were 4 bedroom and 5 attach bathroom. The mansion is still new since there are merely a few neighbours around and the home was still dusty.

Favorite activity during spare time.

First day of the semester, I didn't have my car with me. Thusly, I car pool with Nurin's car to class. On the second day, I borrowed Hanafi's car (manual car) to class until Saturday, which is the first night I sleep in the new rental house. Hanafi help switched with Ayah's car (manual car) for me to use. I ended up using Ayah’s baby car until the end of the semester because we have an extra car. 

Missed that orange car. The best hardship memory, last time.

21th

Dear Wana,

Happy Birthday.

Wish you all the best and good luck in your life journey. Be healthy. Be kind. Be your own best friend. Be your own man. So that you can live without a man. Love yourself unconditionally. Please stick with your healthy habit ritual. Work hard. Put love on whatever you do. I want to see how far you can go.

Sincerely, Wana.

HAPPY EID 2015

It was holy Hari Raya. As always, I appear myself simple with a black shawl and purple baju kurung. My shawl didn't shape properly, but whatever... Hehe. Normally Kakyong would fix it for me and tell me what cloth to wear during Raya. But this time is different, Kakyong was not here, she was with her husband's parents house. During the first day of Raya, surprisingly, many of our families wearing the theme purple color. Plenty of them wearing gray and pink or red which also match with purple color. Ayah Long, Ayah Ngah, Umi Cha, Uncle Adi, and Umi Shida were here on 1st Syawal. Umi Cha and her family were came from USA. Kakyong and Hanafi immediately appear the moment of the family photo session. Ayah Ngah and Umi Shida with their family was not in the photo because they appear later after the photo session. At night, we went to the Umi Mah house. Some of our cousins and nephew wouldn't be able to join us because of working or being someone's wife.

All the daddy's girl.

On 2nd Syawal, is an open house to all our family member. I can see we all are growing up or getting older. Its good to see when everybody took turns washing dishes, either male or female. We also will make sure everything looks neat and clean. The last but not least of the day, all the big female cousin took a photo together. Uncle Ijam and family was here today. Auntie Aida and my little cousin named Auni asked why she hasn't seen me in a very long time. I just told them I was in USM during the school holiday.

On 3rd Syawal, we celebrate Athirah's birthday one day early since many of child age cousin and nephew was here. We gather together at Kota Tinggi KFC with Secret Recipe Cake. Then we have a walk in the garden. Meanwhile, my course mate, Nurin text me. She invited me to her house.

On 4rd Syawal, me and my family on the way to home. On 5th Syawal, we went to USM to settle something issue. On 6th Syawal, we went to Mak Ngah's house.

On 9th Syawal, Kakyong and Hanafi were here. So, 'us' as a sibling went to Mak Ngah's house in Kamunting and then we went to Tok Chick's and Mak Ngah Puzi's house in Batu Kurau. Amalina, my Convent school mate, text me to invite me to come to her house whenever I'm free. She told me she missed me :)

On 16th Syawal, it was my second cousin Dr Fairuz wedding day in Batu Kurau at Dewan. I'm going there with Umi and Athirah. We met my father's relative. It's been a while we haven't met. Im chatting with Pak Long about educational stuff and etc. While that, Umi watching me from far and snap a picture of me talking with Pak Long. It was the first time I'm chatting with him, like an adult.

On 17th Syawal, we went to  Cikgu Baini's open house. After that, I went to The Store to buy some carrot and met with Jevitra Devi, my Convent school mate. She is working there as a cashier.

On 18th Syawal, good news, my exam result maintains, Alhamdulillah :) but unfortunately, I want A+. Yelah, Wana. Takboleh janji. Insyallah, Wana. Untuk Umi Ayah :)

(note: 
-Receive duit raya, 
-Some people thought I was high school kid. Am I look so young? Hehe. 
-Some other people thought I was in medical course. Just like what I have planned when I was younger.)

Project

Analog mini project

I am new in this whole thing. This is the first time someone was depending on me to do project. Every day, I sleep and wake up at the same time. The first thing that came across my mind was about this project. I'm worried if I'm unable to make the project happen. I'm worried if I fail in this project. I do enjoy myself doing research about this project. I do enjoy sacrifice my time and money for this project. I attempt this alone. In a countless times. In a countless hour. I already try the best I can. Meanwhile, my target for this semester maybe will be gone because there was a weaknesses in this project. Lack of team work happens. Anyway, I'm fine doing this alone. Really. Because I'm enjoying it. Let's just forgive and forget :) Because everybody has their own weaknesses. Rite? So do I.

Microprocessor and Micro-controller mini project

It's been a nightmare. Only Allah knows what actually happen behind the scene. I have to face a lot of hardship. But it was fun. I am enjoying it :) I'm fine. Really. But... The truth is, I was dying and scared to face each day. I forced myself not to give up. Maybe this is the easiest part in my life. But I'm fail to face and handle it. I need to be prepared to face the hardest part in my life soon. I am dumb and scared person in many things. 

"JUST LEARN TO BE A MAN TO YOURSELF, WANA."