Internship

To make the long story short, 

I am one of the lads. 

There are just to much things happen. 

The truth is I am damn scared to face all these male and foreigners but I pretend to be tough.

Day by day, I suited myself with the surrounding and learn how to be socialize with different gender.

I do learn a lot of things.

I need to learn more things.

I'm still dumb and stupid in so many things. 

Enough.

Goodbye.

Offline.

HAPPY EID 2016

Male group photo with Atok

Female group photo with Atok

I applied holiday with my workmate, on Monday which is two day before raya. Theme for this turquoise. I wear a songket baju kurung with black shawl from Turky. Kakyong who gave me that shawl for free. In the morning, I went to the mosque for sunat aidil fitri prayer. After prayer was done, it start raining heavily and we waited for Ayah, Hanafi, Ahmad and Nabil in the car park. After that, we went home and helped what we have to help. Its only the 1st day of hari raya and the house already full of guest of family members. Mak Nani and her family was here too. We begin our photo session very late. At that time, some of our family member was not available.

2nd Syawal - Kakyong and Hanafi were ready to leave to went to Hanafi's parent house. Before Kakyong leave, we took photo together and Kakyong says, "Nana lulus jadi model tudung Kakyong". Haha. I don't know what she really means. I guess she probably must be joking rite? Yeah. Atok's house today was still full of guest of family members. We didn't even have a chance went out to other people's house. But, I manage to went out for a while to Umi Mah's house in the evening.

3rd Syawal - I forget what happen. Haha.

4rd Syawal -

5th Syawal - Driving around JB with Tok Uda and Atok. Went to wedding invitation.

6th Syawal - Fasting

7th Syawal - Fasting

8th Syawal - Faint at workplace.

9th Syawal - Took MC for work.

10th Syawal - Went to Tok Abang's house and

11th Syawal -

12th Syawal -

13th Syawal -

14th Syawal - Followed Atok to marhaban. Feel terribly tired. I don't have appetite to eat. I just want to sleep.

15th Syawal - Marhaban.

16th Syawal -

17th Syawal -

18th Syawal - Fasting.

19th Syawal - Went to water fall with Uncle Syafiq, Umi Cha and Mariam.

20th Syawal - Fasting.

21th Syawal - Fasting. Went Marhaban for the last time.

22th Syawal -

23th Syawal - Fasting.

24th Syawal - Went to ratib atas with Umi Mah, Uncle Ijam, Danial and Atok. Umi Mah made kuih for that ceremony and we helped out. When reach at the destination, it already magrib time and we prayed magrib in the house. While waiting for isyak time, we read husnul khatimah.

25th Syawal - Went to JB for wedding invitation with Atok, Uncle Ijam, Umi Mah and Danial. Then, we went to Uncle Net's house.

26th Syawal -

27th Syawal - Fasting.

28th Syawal -

29th Syawal -

30th Syawal - Marhaban beside atok's house.


Money collect:
Raya - RM352
Marhaban - RM46

Apoplexy

After, doing some light nozzle cleaning, I really excited to join the JUKI maintenance part. While cleaning the Juki's nozzle, my vision become blurred, my head spinning. I lean down for a while to find my vision back. I stand up and my vision become blurred once more. I came to Kak Su to tell how I felt. She has required me to sit beside for a while. My stomach starts hurting, I can't stand it. Kak Su help support me to the chair at the nozzle cleaning side. While that she asks if someone has a sweet by saying "Hey, ada gula-gula tak? Sapa ada gula-gula?". It was so damn embarrassing moment. I tip down my head on the table, this apoplexy moment was so damn painful than I used to experience before. I attempt to stand up to search for Kak Mas. She wasn't there in the office. The pain become so much stiffer. I sit back, open my ESD jackets, lean my head downwards on the table. Mr Tay asked me why. I asked Kak Mai to get me some water. My whole body become wet of sweat. Kak Mas came, she support me to the sick room because I can't balance myself to walk. I feel so weak now. My blood pressure getting so low. Damn you Wana, how are you going to work like a man if you keep falling sick like this. It was so damn damn embarrassing moment.

Dean List

The End.

:)

Opposite

One fine day, two person meet.
She is Muslim, he is Buddhism. 

She respects his believe, he respects her believe.

She loves her parent, he loves his parent too.
They think can't endure the change.
They can't abandon their faith. 

Both have to accept that they can't go any further other than just be a good friend.

They move on.

Looking forward.
Continue their life journey to becoming an adult.

 Do the best they can in what they are currently doing,

and put a love on it.

They wanted to be success.

Not to be a winner.

They just don't want to lose.

Good luck to both of them.

The End.

-Mysterios unknown

A journey called love

Just a short and quick post. Not grammatical. 

View from top of Jabal Nur

Day 1 - 7 hours flight from KLIA to Abu Dhabi and then transit.

Day 2 - 5 hours flight to Madinah. Load our bag, taking bus to hotel, unload bag, rush to subuh prayer at Masjid Nabawi. The weather here is so cold. Breakfast, lunch at hotel, fall asleep. Pray Zohor and Asar in Hotel. Pray Magrib and Isyak at Masjid Nabawi. Dinner at hotel.

Day 3 - Wake up early. Subuh at Masjid Nabawi, breakfast at hotel. Take a walk around Masjid Nabawi with family. Zohor at Masjid Nabawi. Asar, Magrib, Isyak at Masjid Nabawi. Entering Raudah first time with aunty aida.

Day 4 - Wake up early 3 am. Iktikaf at Masjid Nabawi. Subuh. Back to hotel for breakfast. Come out and went to Masjid again. Get free food. Entering Raudah again with Umi, Tok and Aunty Aida. Came out from Raudah. Eat the free food.

Day 5 - Subuh at Masjid Nabawi. Back to hotel and have breakfast. Went to Masjid Quba and pray, Jabal-Uhu, Masjid Dua Kiblat, Medan Perang Khandak and Pasar Tamar.

Day 6 - Subuh at Masjid. Back to hotel and quickly pack out bag. Breakfast at hotel. Went to Raudah again with Kakyong and Aunty Aida. Zohor at Masjid Nabawi. Lunch at hotel. Getting ourself ready to Macca. Went to Macca. Unload bag at hotel. Went to Masjidil Haram and done our first Umrah.

Day 7 - Free activity. Magrib at Masjid. Pray outside. Raining in Macca. Lost my sejadah in crowd of people that was in rush. Crying in rain because I've been using that sejadah since I was fifteen. Back to hotel. Take bath, wash cloth. Dinner, pray isyak. Went down at lobi waiting to climb Jabal Nur (Gua Hira').

Day 8 - Went ziarah for miqat. Climb Jabal Rahmah. Went down. Suddenly, my mum spot that my body temperature had rise and she didn't allow me to do Umrah this time because she worried if I could not make it. I though Im fine, I can hold it.

Day 9 - Climb Jabal Thur. Doing Umrah sunat. Pray at hijri ismail. Entering crowd of people. Not feeling well when Magrib. Went back to hotel.

Day 10 - Went to ladang unta and muzium kaabah. Then continue Umrah sunat.

Day 11 - Free activity.

Day 12 - Not went to Umrah midnight. Actually, I was awake to get ready but everybody was sleeping.

Day 13 - Free activity.

Day 14 - Saying goodbye, tawaf widaq. Went to Masjid Terapung at Laut Merah. Went to Jedah airport. 4 hours flight. Transit at Abu Dhabi. 7 hours flight to KLIA. Taking bus to Masjid. Went to Aunty Aida's mum house. Fall sick again. Went to clinic nearby. Night at Aunty Aida's house.

Day 15 and so on - Taiping. We are not going to any dobi to settle our family's laundry. So, I have to help to settle it the best I can. Hehe.

~out folding cloth

How's it going to be

At guest house.

In this semester, I didn't receive any offer of accommodation at any hostel. Thus, I bear to search any house nearby for rent. At first, Intan my ex-housemate at Desasiswa Utama advertise on Facebook to search for a roommate. So, I offer myself to join her. I already made a payment to her and though my accommodation issue was ease. But unfortunately, when I ready to leave my house and be prepared for my new semester, she told me that an owner of the house tell her that the house was already reserved. We panic and decided plan B, plan C or plan D as an alternative backup plan. Me and Nurin plan is to rent a guest house in Desasiwa Utama one week and share the cost of rent RM50 per night. While that, we have to keep on searching for the rent house.

Some view at the rental house.

My father was in the jungle, doing his work and soon he has to be outstation. He demands for assistance from Prof Dato M###### whether he can facilitate us to find any accommodation in my University. I already practiced what my father ordered me to make out, but the petition won't work, we fail. After a while, we keep on searching for the house, Nurin's father found the new built two level grey houses nearby. It is located in Taman Ilmu. The rental cost is RM600 for less than 6 people. If more than 6 people the cost will be RM100 per person. The new house were very nice. There were 4 bedroom and 5 attach bathroom. The mansion is still new since there are merely a few neighbours around and the home was still dusty.

Favorite activity during spare time.

First day of the semester, I didn't have my car with me. Thusly, I car pool with Nurin's car to class. On the second day, I borrowed Hanafi's car (manual car) to class until Saturday, which is the first night I sleep in the new rental house. Hanafi help switched with Ayah's car (manual car) for me to use. I ended up using Ayah’s baby car until the end of the semester because we have an extra car. 

Missed that orange car. The best hardship memory, last time.

21th

Dear Wana,

Happy Birthday.

Wish you all the best and good luck in your life journey. Be healthy. Be kind. Be your own best friend. Be your own man. So that you can live without a man. Love yourself unconditionally. Please stick with your healthy habit ritual. Work hard. Put love on whatever you do. I want to see how far you can go.

Sincerely, Wana.