Upu Result

I got just 3.58 for matriculation and I got Universiti Malaysia Sabah (UMS) for Electric & Electronic Engineering course. It is one of my choice list. I like that course too. The question is, I never thought my mom going to put UMS as the choice. UMS was too far away from my hometown. It  is quite scary and danger for a girl like me to survive alone without any relative over there. Plus, the cost over there will be too expensive. So, I believe my mom never dare to put UMS as the one of the choices. The early problem is, there was a systematic error. Well, its okay, I learn my lesson about counting on someone. I'm not going to be mad or blame anyone either. I'm not going to decide anything yet. Thanks to Allah, because I'm still have a back up plan :)

I do searching about UMS for a day and night without sleep. I already see the place on You Tube too. What I can tell you is, UMS was a massive place to study. The temperature over there was a bit low than Semenanjung Malaysia. The food over there was expensive. There will be blackout and no water certain of the time. Some of hostel room will be shared 4 people per room or 2 people per room. Its depend on your luck. Hey, its a uni life. It is normal to face a little hardship. 

(moral : I must growing up. I must count on myself)

Damn you

Hey, I just found something. It just a fact. And it prove everything. More than everything I guess. and it jump into a conclusion. Dude, how could you make fool of me. Dont you feel bad ha? My heart really really damn broke, and smashed into tiny little pieces. In my whole life, I never cried for a dude. but the tears just drop. When I realize, I just laugh like an idiot :(
(congratulation. you are the first one. HAHA.)

Enough. Dont be that fool. Stop it! So damn poor Wana. But its okay. I will pretend to be alright all the time.
"If you really love someone, you must set them free". 

Well how the thing goes on lately, Wana? I just finish my one year Matriculation program. Trust me, everything will be alright. Life must goes on. Just keep on going.

(moral: trust no humans)

Who is 'M'! Who is 'M'!

Here, we played a game which the player must search for the 'M' to get the bonus mark. There are real 'M' and fake 'M'. Its depend on them to identify who the real 'M' is. All boys, girls, Malay, Chinese, Indian start to chase after you and says "Who is 'M'! Who is 'M'!". The mysterious 'M' will give you a special respond to give a hint that she is the 'M'.

Well, let me tell you Im the real 'M' and they found me. Haha. And the moment goes was really awesome :)

Lost

Just take a few second.... 

Watch everyone disappear
and I was smile like this for days.

Wana sayang, jangan nangis dah.
Allah kan ada.

truth be told

it was really awkward when my crush text me and told me that he really likes me. REALLY? so do i. omg, i had my crush on :) Hell yeah, on who?


but daamn with a double 'a'. im so sleepy by that fucking late night time and i dont know wtf im texting back to him. i thought it just gonna be a dream. then, i wake up and read the last send message. soooo daamn daamn reckless, i send 3 message by that time. there just a few makeup fact mistake. (the truth, there was no guy i reject because there was no guy anyway *except my ex.) well, im an anti social person for some reason. who the fuck will fall in love with me, rite?


Okay, i guess that enough. forget about it. just wait and see. i got better stuff to do. im not going to express feeling more. it just really daamn hard word to say and it soo daamn fucking embarrass me. KBYE :)

long last with no update

A lot of thing happen. i mean since im gone. it is just so.. em.. never mine.. I don't used re-reading my last chapter of life to start the new one. So, dont fuckin' think im gonna write a post about it. YOLO. Lets just move on.

:'(

Run away in shock and pain out of nowhere..

Taylor Swift - Mean

ramai orang tanya "wana, kemana menghilang?"